“I was a Mormon” Stories – Faith Journey Memoirs

Hosting stories of faith deconstruction, crisis, and transition out of the Mormon church. Consider creating your own profile and adding your own story to the growing collection. We’re on a mission to destigmatize doubt and normalize those who leave the church by providing a platform for all of us to tell our own story – if we don’t share it, they will. What you have learned about Mormonism? What broke your shelf? Where are you now and how did you get there? wasmormon.org is the new mormon.org, patterned after the old one where we used to share.

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Telling your story and learning about others’ experiences are both therapeutic and cathartic. Be part of improving the harmful stigma around doubt in LDS culture and your own healing. Check out these latest profiles – they speak for themselves:

Each of us has an important, interesting, and valid story. Participate and share your feelings, beliefs, and experiences with the community. It’s easy: just register, optionally upload an image and/or video, write a little about yourself and your journey. There are even prompts to follow. Come back to it later to add more or change it as needed. Share it with those you want to see it and stand proudly with others. Learn more about this site’s mission or browse contributed answers to specific questions.

Have Questions about the Mormon church?

Are you interested to learn first-hand answers to common Mormon questions from those who have lived it? See the list of questions and dive into user-contributed honest answers. Do you want to answer these questions yourself? Create a profile and answer as many questions as you’d like and see them included in the list.

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  • Max contact form message - Hey, ever heard "You can leave the Church, but then you can never leave the Church alone"? Kind of applies to all those, who tragically are more active in trying to destroy and harm the Church, than living the restored Gospel before they left. I'm sorry for people like you. I'll pray for you. You'll see in a soon coming day, that you left the only true lasting way to salvation. Not, that others are entirely wrong, but they will be a dead end. Times will get worse. The Lord is preparing His return. | wasmormon.org hatemail
    I’ll Pray for You — Hate mail
    Visitors sometimes ask why wasmormon.org exists, or why former members don’t just move on. Fair questions deserve straight answers. Occasionally, though, the mail isn’t a question—it’s a script: pity, prophecy, and the old line that people who leave should leave the Church alone….
  • Joseph Smith Portrait Unveiled at Morehouse College Chapel - “Honoring a figure associated with a religious tradition whose early history includes racially exclusionary teachings and practices does not align with Morehouse's mission or heritage... With righteous indignation, we have submitted a letter to Dean Lawrence Edward Carter Sr., respectfully requesting the immediate return of the oil portrait of Joseph Smith Jr. and the revocation of his induction.” - The Martin Luther King Jr. International Chapel Assistants Program | wasmormon.org
    MLK Chapel of Morehouse College Honors Founder of Racist Church
    The historically black Morehouse College campus in Atlanta, Georgia, includes an International Chapel that bears the name of the school’s most renowned alumnus, Martin Luther King, Jr. In 2023, the Chapel added a portrait of the then-president of the LDS…
  • "I have never yet preached a sermon and sent it out to the children of men, that they may not call Scripture." - Brigham Young, Delivered in the Tabernacle, Salt Lake City, January 2, 1870, Journal of Discourses, 13:13 Page 95 | wasmormon.org
    Prophet Sermons Are Mormon Scripture – Except When They’re Not – See Adam-God, Blood Atonement and Racism
    Latter-day Saints are often taught that prophetic authority is the foundation of continuing revelation—that God speaks through living prophets, and that their words carry divine weight. Few church leaders embraced that idea more boldly than Brigham Young. Unlike modern leaders…
  • The Secret Wives of Mormon Guys: Joseph Smith – Polygamous Prophet
    The practice of plural marriage by Joseph Smith Jr. represents one of the most documented yet deliberately obscured chapters in Mormon history. While the LDS Church now acknowledges that Smith had between 30 and 40 plural wives, this admission came…
  • “Dissenters within the Church and opponents outside the Church brought about the martyrdom of the Prophet Joseph Smith and his brother Hyrum Smith. Their deaths added a powerful seal to their testimonies of the Book of Mormon, the Doctrine and Covenants, and the restored gospel of Jesus Christ. A study of the life and martyrdom of the Prophet Joseph Smith will help students consider the many blessings the Lord has given them through the ministry of the Prophet Joseph Smith, through whom He restored His gospel in the latter days... Joseph Smith laid the foundation for God’s work in this gospel dispensation. The Prophet Joseph Smith was innocent at the time of his death, and he had faithfully fulfilled the mission given to him by God.” - Foundations of the Restoration Teacher Manual, Lesson 22: The Martyrdom of the Prophet Joseph Smith | wasmormon.org
    Joseph Smith’s Martyrdom Grew Church
    Historians generally agree on a distinction that is crucial for understanding Mormonism’s survival: martyrdom is not evidence of truth, but it is powerful social capital. Joseph Smith’s death did the opposite of what his enemies intended. It turned him into…
  • ”Now in terms of how do our covenants help us if someone is wandering? ... Church leaders have talked about a pull — a bit of a spiritual tug, if you will. Orson F. Whitney referred to it as “the divine tentacles of providence.” It is not the case that the faithfulness of parents can save a wayward child, but the faithfulness of the parents in honoring covenants exerts a bit of a spiritual tug. Now I don’t know how that works, but it’s a part of the covenant connection.” - David A. Bednar, LDS Apostle, October 31, 2025 | wasmormon.org
    Church Tentacles Reach For Wayward Children
    Elder David Bednar recently received pushback for his response to a question posed during a devotional about families and the gospel. The question asked, “How do temple covenants help us when someone in our family uses their agency to reject…

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