What are your thoughts about leaving the church alone?

While I now live openly outside of Mormonism, that doesn't mean I don't care about what the church does or teaches.  It still feels very personal to me and I still wish for the church to be what I hoped and believe it should be.  I want it to be better. The church is so much a part of who I am I don't think I'll ever be able to leave it alone, but hopefully one day I won't care as much.