Can you describe the type of faith you had prior to your loss of faith?
I had more a curiosity than faith. I never cared if the Book of Mormon was true. I only cared if the experience was an enriching,charitable, and community building experience.These people spoke of building heaven on earth and I wanted in.
I felt I was being pressured to accept things I found unconscionable, for example the treatment of gay people.
Magical faith. Magic underwear, magical priesthood blessings, magical handshakes, you name it. I was a full-fledged kool-aid drinker.